Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Taking some steps forward

I took the steps to getting some help at home with my daughter. Honestly I was scared the thought of having some therapist/parenting advocate come into my home was a little nerve racking.You have the fear of being judge on how you are handling things at home or how your house looks its hard.On a good note after a couple visits i started to feel comfortable and getting the feedback they give and the support is easier for me to take in. I recommend it for family's struggling they are there for you helping you step by step.
    Some of the things im working on is keeping my foot down, and i will tell you its no picnic.I thought i had it bad before with the mood changes and the aggression and violence the hurtful words. Now that im putting my foot down becoming a stronger parent all that has magnified and life is hard right now. im optimistic that this will get better.Is there any parents out there raising a child with a disability and going threw this? sometimes i feel like im the only one. the past couple weeks i find myself crying all the time wondering whats going to happen next.
      any parent going threw this its a tough job. i love my daughter to death i don't know what i would do with out her.i look at her when shes in a rage and i just want to snap my fingers and make her happy. im trying to be a stronger parent even though this is a difficult time in my life right know im going to do it i dont want to give in raising a child with a disability is a full time job emotionally and physically but you keep going for your child that's all you can do. keep your head up and take one day at a time.